Mindfully Blooming

In the eye of the storm she found herself, shaking, exhausted, shocked, in pain.  Blazing guns of noise and smoke had c louded her judgement of self; However, u nwavering determination to get back to the light propelled her away,  Away from  self- destruction and the endless cuts, bruises and blood she'd often shed.  The truth was, she was tired of fighting herself and in the glimpses of magic  She'd sometimes see whenever she looked at the sky, she could recognise a Familiar place she'd once emerged from. This ethereally peaceful place kept  Calling her back but at the time the demons would force her to shut her eyes tight.  Source knew she's eventually remember that all the pain wasn't punishment but   Lessons she'd agreed to learn on Earth, source also knew she'd find her way back to  The teachers and tools that would illuminate her way, reminding her she was a wise  soul f irst and foremost, not just blood and flesh; she was stronger...

In your wholeness I saw you,  And in your darkness I embraced you; Whole, pure, striking, dark and mysterious,  You were everything and nothing to the physical eye But you were more than the extremes And everything in between.  I saw myself reflected in you; oftentimes I asked you If you could teach me about me. I deeply believed that, as you changed, I changed; Every month an undeniable visual reminder That I was also changing on a moment to sweet moment basis And that it was s afe to embrace every shard of darkness and every blinding beam of light. I was e ncouraged by you to dance with both sides of me, And not to fear the unknown that  Happened in the sometimes blinding dark nights of my mind and soul. Because of you, I allowed myself to fully surrender my breath, To let out a howl and a deep sigh, To beam under your light, To let a watery pearl run down my face because I was Struck by your beauty to my soft core, The flesh and bone and blood cor...

Today you're okay, today you're safe, and thriving; today you've had a good day and today you're loved. There's nothing you have to  do , just be. In your beingness you're blessed with expansion and alignment. When you obsess about all the details, you constrict yourself, you cap your growth, you clip your wings. But you're meant to fly beautiful one, you're meant to soar high up into the pinks and blues and darks of the sky, into all the colours, and directions and depths of the sky above; through valleys and jungles, and deserts and cities.  You're here to experience it all, to  feel  it all. But the more you think, the more you numb, you shut down and the more you fear but, why fear?  Love, love it all! The hard, the ugly, the breathtaking; the pure and the impure, the light and the dark; the beauty and the tears for it is all meant to be experienced.  Breathe. Each time, breathe and feel. Breath will anchor you in whatever it is you're experi...