Anxiety is a thin stream of fear trickling through the mind. If encouraged, it cuts a channel into which all other thoughts are drained. Arthur Somers Roche Journal entry: 28th June, 2020 It had been a good day. I had had a moment in front of the mirror just saying how many things I was grateful for and now I feel like this; there is a feeling of emptiness and loneliness. I feel sensitive and want to cry. What is happening? I felt so peaceful and now I am on the verge... There is a pit in my stomach and I want to jump; mesmerised by the light of the candle, I want to dance and vanish, become extinguished like it will not long from now, time's ticking for that flame. He asked me how my evening was and I haven't answered yet because I don't know what to say. I am in pain. I am okay. I want to cry. I want to dance away. I want to vanish in the forever horizon and fade away. So much to do, so little time, never enough in all my lives...Do I want to exist or evaporate? What ...
