Poem: Life Is

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Life is heavy.

Life is dark.

Life is a tsunami

Drowning my mind.

The words spirilling,

Thoughts all around,

Suffocating under the pressure 

The debris 

Colliding with my heart.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

But then I remember 

the beauty of life:

The waggy tails

The birds and their songs

The perfume of freesias

The smell of a fresh bread loaf

The comforting hugs

The laughter and smiles

The lessons I'm learning

The thirst for love

The music I dance to

My family, my love

The exquisite uniqueness

Of my human life.

I am here, I am alive

So, no, I won't give up.

I'll continue embracing 

the messiness of life,

The blessings in disguise

And the glorious moments that 

Make me feel deliriously lucky 

To be fully alive. 



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